So as the new energies are broadening the awareness of all here, now, it seems that these wider sense of awareness, be it of self or of others or about the energies themselves, there comes a point, when we are faced with the challenge of integrating all parts of ourselves. Integration. As opposed to separation. And these are often individual, as you know. You have arrived at a point, truly, where all your search for trying to find that one truth, one rule, one mantra has truly failed you and led you on a path that is like trying to chase your own tail, going round and round in circles, has it not?! But now, the awareness being rewired and readjusted to the new energies, these seem to be centered with self. Your Self. And so, as your self, your I AM self, is truly becoming more aware of all your desires, choices and actions, they morph into being termed by you as energy movements in various directions that you, as consciousness are being at any given time. The point where they are truly troubling, in a sense, for you, is that your mind is trying to grasp this. Which it truly cannot. Even these words are being read by your mind, one word at a time, and what you are reading here, also has two parts, one your mind, and one the true message behind it which your self is reading , here, now. Mind cannot ever hope to know consciousness, for the mind itself rests within the bowl of consciousness. It is the contained within the container of consciousness. And so consciousness being larger than mind, makes you wonder, what other things are hanging around, within this bowl of consciousness, other than your mind, does it not?! And still, you are trying to capture that with the mind, which is not possible at all, but what other partners are there to mind, which sit in the same bowl of consciousness? I leave you to ponder that. Not by these words, but by sharing something within these words, that has given you, that concept.
Meanwhile, there is sensuality. The essential nature of consciousness, which also beckons you, as you become this wider awareness of self. This bigger you, now, wants to embrace more, do more, be more, have more in all ways, always. And you fight this. You fight this, for you need the singularness of the familiar world of security and predictability that you have built around yourself in your daily lives. Job. Partners. Business. Family. Friends. And so on. You have to understand something here, dear old soul. The consciousness that is you, is, by nature, sensual. It wants to experience, expand and express. It wants to know and become more of itself. In all ways. It does not care, about your mundane sense of attachments, other than to know and feel, by all those three means, experience, expansion and expression of itself. And how are you going to go about that, if you try to lock yourself up in this limited box of experiences that you call your daily lives? And so these new energies are being rather “Pushy” about this, and are so much in the face of all humanity now, in a way that would seem like they are forcing you out of your comfort zones, your securities and the stuckness that you were in, all along, without even knowing it consciously. And now you are seeing indeed, all of this. It is you with you, in essence. It was all along. Only now, you are more aware. More keenly aware of this, than ever before. And it does not leave you. Once you grow into something, you truly, cannot go backwards now, can you. Expansion is that way. Your consciousness is that way.
And so these three things, expansion, experience and expression, make your consciousness a truly sensual being. And so you would avoid yourself a lot of unecessary pain and suffering and searching around in circles, if you just understood that real nature of you. The sensual one. The one who wants to feel, touch, taste, smell, hear with your senses in this body, the one who is the master of all of them and makes the choice of what to experience, how to express and chooses that experience at any given moment. Avoid the pitfall of trying to separate your sensuality, from the old worn out ideas of going into denial, self deprication, penance, chanting or following discipline, all the processing that you endlessly carry out as a ways of disowning something that you truly are. True denial, old soul, is not accepting all of you, is it not? True denial, is disowning this reality, as some illusion and making something else a reality is it not? This is an age old battle of concepts within humanity, deeply buried and one that will not go away easily, and there is a good reason for that. Negating all your previous attempts, all your past life energies that are with you even here, now, resisting these very truths, is the one that does not want to accept, the foolishness of what you did all those other times. The truly easy thing to realize is ones own foolishness and it is also, truly, one of the most difficult things for one to accept for oneself. The only place, then you will arrive soon after this, is there is nothing to forgive, no one to blame, or none is really foolish at all. It has all been about a journey. Thats all. All the qualifications and summaries and judgements are merely your own mental creations. All the hurt there is, is for the fact, that you could have had it so much easier, if you had just let go of it all, and embrace this true nature of your self.
And so as we leave this space of knowing, old soul, why not go today, allow yourself to be all of you, without boundaries, routines and all the ifs and buts of your mind, all the planning and allow yourself to be sensual. All of it you truly came to experience here. Now claim it and enjoy it with all your being. And know that you are loving you profoundly, by doing just those very simple things, if only, all of you, is present, experiencing, expressing and expanding, in those everyday moments.